Who am I ?????

Don't know why suddenly I started analyzing myself....Sitting alone and thinking  what type of girl I am  for others and ofcourse for my self....

 I don't know about others ..... but according to me, I am a very simple girl, with very big dreams...

I am a strong independent and a bit outspoken girl... I am sometimes out of control,and at times hard to handle but I love and give with all my heart and I can do anthing for my loves ones.

I am  sensitive, I am hopefull n I am a day dreamer too :P I am a dancer, I am a joker  and whatever u can name me according to my so called harqatey  :P

I am a girl who always tries to walk in the right path,  but intentionally or unintentionally whatever u call it, she make a mistake ....

 I am a that type of a  girl who once falls in love with a boy, cannot forget him  for rest of her life ...

I am a girl, who always forgive her loved ones no matter how badly they have hurted her ... 
Sometimes I think I should change myself a bit..... Because some day someone told me, its  totally impossible to live in this world  while having a  purely emotional nature.... And nowadays i am experincing  that words :) 
 
I am a girl who have lots and lots of friends....There is no word like being alone in her dictionary but still miss that one person , who changed her and her  life forever....

 I am a girl who miss every dam person out there who left her  side when she needed them the most..... Every single person who once told her that she won;t get a chance to miss them, n they will never leave her ...Yeahh !!!! I know .... its totally stupidity to miss such people.... but I still I do this stupidity every day in my life....
 
I am a type of girl, who once had a Dreams.... Dream of that Man who made her believe in  love...

I am A girl whose dreams are broken,A girl whoes eyes are still wet with tears and a girl who knows how to hide those tears with a big smile on her face....
 
I am a type of girl, who when gets angry  shout at her loves ones, n then later on  cry  for  that....I am a girl who never had any bad intension for anyone, but still judjed wrongly by the people ...

I know its not easy to understand a girl, and more than this its very difficult to understand me...

.I am proud of what I am.. I may not be beautiful with the prettiest body face and a perfect body .. I may not be anyones forst choice but I am a good choice and i know it... :)  I am proud of who I am... :)

I  believe that  one should always try to shows other what they really are.Their original character.. I believe that God has made each and everyone in this word with unique character.... we all are special in one or the other way.and we should never try to hide our specialty,...

Love me or hate me. With me or against me. This is me and this is who I am. Take it or leave it because I'm not changing anytime soon. I'm happy being me... ♥

Lucknow,the city of Tehzeeb !!!

Lucknow ,My home town is a city of  culture, tradition,soft spoken laguage ,courtesy,friendliness religious tolerance and harmony.  The city is called by various names like  The City of Parks and Gardens,the city of Nawabs, The city of  poets n poem.

I came lucknow at the age of 4 . Since then i am in love with my city...Today i want to tell you about my city, my home town , where  i have grown up.   Lucknow has a magical charm surrounding it. Whether  its delicious cuisine or its heart melting culture,both leaves an everlasting impression on its visitors. If you came to Lucknow and you  haven't tasted Tunde Kabab than you missed one of the biggest speciality of Lucknow for sure

Kabab

It is one of the few places where one can still find people saying 'Aap', 'Janab', 'pehle aap', 'Hum' 'Bhaukaal','Jugaad','Ama', 'Dhaansu'  'Phod Dena' etc.

Its a nice here "Lucknow Ganjo ka shaher hai" now this statment you won't be able to understand if you are not a lucknowite :D The answer is Nishatganj, Hazratganj, Sahara ganj. 


Now it would be unfair here if i won't tell you the significance of Hazratganj  for Lucknowites. Hazaratganj  is a heart throb of lucknow.We can surely say here that Rome took lots of year to bulid but duplicate Rome (Hazaratganj) which has yellow black think was build within a month. The beauty of Lucknow can be seen in hazratganj.  

Hazratganj

Besides this lucknow has many funny names of its different areas like Bandook wali gali, Wireless chauraha, Honeymoon wali gali, bhootnath .

Its a place where only guy can tell you the importance of La Martiniere and It college :D   Dude I just want to clear here one thing that  its an " IT COLLEGE"  not IIT :D I still feel proud to be the student of IT College.IT Rockzzz. Its a belief in lucknowites that most ruined and "bigdail" gals are in IT College...  and the new  fashion  always comes first  in IT :D  

IT College

Ya one very important warning , don't you dare to call any  girl of Lucknow behenji.. :D She'll surely kill you .There is one and only behenji in lucknow that is Su. Shri. Kumari Mayawati :P  The girl might take it an insult  :P 

Ya in modern lucknow you will be surily in love with Elephants :D They are  everywhere living or statued  

The awadh region has its own nawabi cuisines! I have seen people who were posted in Lucknow stick to their jobs for years, not taking promotions just digging their heels in so that they do not have to leave Lucknow. 

The famous  historic Rumi Darwaza, which was built in 1780s by Nawab Asaf-ud-Daula, was the most romantic place in lucknow during historical time. Not only Rumi Darwaza, Bada Imambada, Chota Imambada, Baradari,Residency.Bhool bhulaiya  all gives an idea of lucknow's mughal history.

Rumi Darwaza

Residency

Even if you have seen these structures from your childhood, the splendour of the entire area has an impact every time you pass by these marvels of architecture.


As you walk from Chowk towards the Bada Imambada, the sight of Husainabad Clock Tower or the Ghantaghar, which is the tallest clock tower in the country, strikes you.

Bada Imambada

Lucknow Chinkaari: Chikankari is an ancient form of white floral embroidery, done  with needle and raw thread. Its delicacy is mesmeric. In history, this fine white tracery on transparent white fabric has delighted the heart of king and commoner alike. It is a complex and elegant craft that has come down to us, evolving, over the years into an aesthetic form of great beauty.

Lucknowites still love to wear chikan clother and large part of the economy of lucknow is supported by chikan industry.

You know what i personally love in my city ? Its even girls are highly  educated  here, they have a sense of pride in them  but they still likes to wear salwar -suit in religious function . Its dosem't mean that there is any restriction in wearing jeans n all, but  they themselver prefer suit.. As it is a sign of simplicity :) except college life, lucknowites girls usually prefer decent clothes like salwar -suit, or kurti n jeans.

I am proud to be a lucknowian  girl....I truly love its culture and have a great respect for it. 

(Mana ki or bade shehron ki tarah nahi hai ye, but still jaisa bhi hai meri jaan hai :D )

Small dedication for 12 years old friendship with my bestu !!!

Do we know the meaning of  friendship??? is it a relation of time pass ? is it a relation of sharing ? is it a relation of having fun? is it a relation of  caring each other? what is it....?????? no blood relation bt still sometimes more than   blood relations.... Sometimes u feel like ur having everything , ur the luckist among each n every person in this world as u have such a lovely frndz...

What to say abt my frndzz....  i have lots n lots of thing in my mind but still seems difficult to pen down all my thoughts here... 

 i feel myself very lucky that since childhood i was the richest gal  not in wealth but surely in friendship.Me and my childhood buddy, my luv , my bacha, my bestu anuja are completing  12 year together... i still dont remeber exactly that wen we have started our friendship?  May be  be some day in class 8th ...still remember those day when we  both come to school with 2 ponies , short skirt :P  big bag with lots of book.... :D  those sport period in school when we use to do skipping n u  used laugh at me n say kaise jump karti hai >>> :D  skipping nahi krni aati :D  n still  then also i used to skip :P  don't know when school ended  and we went to IT college together... Do u remember how we took the admission ? uncle with u , my mom with me. :D choti c shop pe jake coldrink peena samosa khana, then after taking admission , first day in college... i hate that 12 class  starting days....  mera man hi  nahi lgta tha college mai, jahan dekho wahan ladkiyan , i dont how year n year n year passed  and our bond remained strong .

Many people came and went away, bt we were alwz for each other .... i feel so blessed for haiving a besti like u in my life who accepted me the way I am... i m not sure that where will be in coming year, bt i can surily say that, mrinal kahin bhi rahe, kuch bhi kare, uski life mai koi bhi aaye, koi bhi jaye, wo tmhari besti  hamesha rahegi, till the end of my life :D  sowwie senti marna zaruri tha  :P But iska matlab ye nahi ki i luv you :P i dont luv u... iCE CREAM KHILAO FIR BOLENGE I LUV U :p   isshhtupid Girl :P Bhindi kahin ki :D  

At last a quote specially for you .. :) 

Every one has a best friend during each stage of life,but only lucky ones have the same friend in all stages 

of life !!  I luv you soo much...

(It was very important to post our recent nautanki pic :P)

Honey -Boney Friends Forever !!!!

What is life ?????

.A  belief, Love, trust, promises, miracles, passions and fun.

whatever you face, are just a way of God, to craft you for the better.

Life is living with and for the people who support you, i bet u, u can't take a single breath  without them. there is one or may be lots of people in your life who makes your life worth living, without them you are useless. For me my  supporters and my life are my frndz and my parentz :)   

I try to think, and think it all over again, but still its impossible for me to find the answers I am looking for. But then, when I look out to get them on, I see that the questions I was looking my answers for were not the questions at all. They were the answers, I just had to look around them and find all the ways to get on with life.

I would like to thank  and express my love to my  best friends for being there in  my good as well as in my bad time , for making me the girl i am today... for giving me strength, for trusting me, for appreciating me  and for maing my life worth living.. love u awll :) 

   
I would like to dedicate this post to everyone, who has come into my life and touch me, with their specials ways and made me realize the meaning of Love, happiness, fun, togetherness, sharing, trust, relying. Thank you all... 

We shared .... our Wisdom
We shared .... our Foolishness
We shared .... our Beliefs
We shared .... our Love
We shared .... our Dreams
We shared .... our passions
We shared .... our Laughter
We shared .... our Sorrows
We shared .... our childhood

....And, childhood treasures and booty's

We shared .... our Lives

We shared .... The Best of Times
We shared .... The Worst of Times

We shared .......our secrets

The memories we shared have given us the best of times,
And, I wish  these days to remain FOREVER...!!!

Never leave this insane girl for her stupid faults,, love you awl :)

                                                                            (Dedicated to my Besties) 

Nivaan’s song Kolavari’s turned a big hit on Youtube

Nivaan’s song Kolavari’s turned a big hit on Youtube

A struggle between a daughter and a daughter in law .

A women, who is she ?  a human being or merely a puppet  for her family? Is  she a born perfectionist or  learner like other human in her growing ages  ?

 May be the whom u going to  marry   will be working lady,   and if you going  to  marry her keep these points in your mind.


She is a girl, who is as much educated as you are; Who is earning almost as much as you do or even can more 

  

One, who has lots of  dreams and aspirations just as you have because she is as human as you are;
She has the same thinking and imagination power as  you have.
 One, who has never entered the kitchen in her life just like you because  she was busy in studies and competing in a system ,She was too busy like you in making her carrier. She too wants too  fulfill the dreams of her parents  same as you wants to fulfill. One, who has lived and loved her parents & brothers & sisters, same as you do, for 20-25 years of her life;  One, who has bravely agreed to leave behind all that, her home,her family, her those four corners where she  lives such a long time , her  childhood things and toys , the people without whom she  can't  live  a single night ,the people who has taken  care  for her all needs  and demands till the age you get her  in your life , just  to adopt your home, your family, your ways and even your family's name .

She is the one who is somehow expected to be a master-chef from day 1, while you sleep  in the morning . forgetting the fact that she too used to sleep at this time in her  earlier home with full comforts  as you have. One, who is expected to make the tea, first thing in the morning and cook food at the end of the day, even if she is as tired as you are, maybe more, and yet never ever expected to complain; to be a servant, a cook, a mother, a wife, and a daughter in law .even if she doesn't want to; and is learning just like you are as to what you want from her. She is always afraid   when she enters in her new home that whether the family will accept her or not  ? will be she a  good   daughter in law and a wife for these  known strangers ? She has always one thing in her mind that " God don't let me do a single mistake    here   because  i m a daughter in law now not a daughter . One, who has her own group pf  of friends and best friends , and that includes boys and even men at her workplace too, those, who she knows from school days , having a great intimacy level with them and yet is willing to put all  away from  her new life for  avoiding  your irrational jealousy, unnecessary competition and your inherent insecurities; One, who can be late from work once in a while when deadlines from her boss has been given to her which she has to meet  , just like yours, are to be met;  One  who was a damn rigid immature stupid ,dumb and a kiddish  girl for her parents , brother sisters  and her best friend, but still she  obeys all yous orders from the  day  she  got fixed her name with you   forgetting  all her rigidity  and stupidness. Because she  knows  that now her immaturity will be considered as mistake. One, who is doing her level best and wants to make this most important, relationship in her entire life a grand success, if you just help her , understand her  and trust her; One, who just wants these  thing from you, as you are the only one she knows in your entire house - your support, your sensitivities, your understanding, your love,  your patience if you may call it. But not many guys understand this...... Please appreciate "HER" No human being can do so much sacrifices except  women  do, just  for making her family   happy ...   :-)

MY 3 STRENGTH

I am 23... and still i remeber the days  which passed by in my life with lots of joy , happness , sorrow , struggles....i have seen a drastic change in my life ....these changes have made the present Mrinal , a better   and best Mrinal :) . i was the first daughter of my family, before me there was no girls in my family.... that was the  only reason  why i was brought by my family with atmost care  n affection ...the love which my family showed me  from my chilhood made me soo emotional person., i am addicted to love. Its a nice feeling when we see our loved ones taking care of us in our need.that is the feeling which comes in me when i see my mom, dad and bro .

                            I am the murmery reflection of my Maa. Always scold me ,  , don't do like this , don't do like that, look at me , tumhe samjh nahi ata hai kya ek bar batane se :D.... do i do like this... hahahaha ,,, she is an struggling lady ... Maa is my idol. She gave me strength to fight with the problems. she never give up her hope....she has fought a lot for the things she has today in her life...and still fighting  and trying to  give us hapiness anyhow.

                                My father , wat to say about him,  angry person like me  or vice-versa  :P  but today life moulded him in some other character. he used to be very strong , but now he is very weak, he used to give us hope , but today he himself is hopeless.... don't know why ,  May be because  god wants him to change. now a days  he is stuggling  for his life. it feels so bad  when u see ur strength getting weak at times.... our strength is  getting weak nowadays ... 

                              and last but not the least   my Brother.wat shud i say about him...  A person whom i am always greatfull for atleast replying to my questions.... very silent  person... don't do much bakk bakk like me ... very calm  n cool  by nature .Expressionless person ...noone can know wat is going in his mind  and what he is going to do in the next moment ... we both always have a cold war with each other .  because  we  both are dam opposite of each other ... don't know how do we live together :D  .. one cold war per day is fixed  by us in accordance with Maa 's scoldings :P :P 

My family ,  my biggest assest, my strength, and my life.... i am nothing without them ..... i love you all :) :)